Our topic was all about some if not all of our contemporaries' risks they had taken and where they are now. They seemed to have done the right thing, to say the least. Now we look at ourselves and why we are still in this status quo
We asked ourselves and we could not find the answer or at least, we do know the answer to this question but it is just that we're not doing something about it. We agreed, that's definitely the reason we're still here.
Call it martyrdom, comfort zone, or call it anyway you want but at this time, we could not say that we're not risk-takers. Otherwise, we would have gone out for long before this time.
I thought, this has already been my dilemma ever since years back. Don't get me wrong, but I am grateful to this place and to all the people around it. It's just that you sometimes wonder is it really worth the wait.
Getting out of your comfort zone is something that I have been battling out. Majority of my contemporaries have been out of the company for so long, yet I am still here.
If only I cold just let it go just like that. If only things had been gone the right away, it would have been a lot of easier for me. I had some wrong decisions I made back then that until now I am regretting and few if not nobody knows what I had in my past. I guess it's all connected in one way or the other. I guess I have to move on and see what the future holds. However, it's easier said than done. It is indeed.
Until I win that battle, I can't tell how long will I hold on to where I am right now and take that risk.
I need to take that RISK, cause I know it is something that I would regret AGAIN in the future.
Lord, please help me muster enough guts and courage to take that risk. :(
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