I knew that this Pico won't be fun, at least for me. I already felt even 1 day before. Honestly i am not even sure why. I am kind of puzzled as well as to why but what I was sure was it's not gonna be fun. I have anticipated it.
The odd number did not help at all.
I felt like I'm just tagging along with these 2 pairs. I felt left behind and I don't like that feeling. For some reason, you were even adding insult to injury by showing me how wide the gap is.
The night went along and it opened some truth about people. Some realizations that it is really happening or should I say it happened.
People can always leave you. Period.
People can really make you feel like they don't care. I thought I was less expecting the other to do it. Expectations really hurt.
People can really make you feel alone. What's worse than you're in the middle of the crows yet you feel like you're all alone.
People can just be good in the virtual world but not in real life. It does not mean that you are "close" in the virtual world, you'll be that "close" in real life.
I had no intention of ruining this trip again. Yet my emotions still got the best of me. I guess it won't really work. I am contemplating now if going to Palawan with the same people is a good idea cause I am sure that I won't be a good companion.
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