It's the 1st day of October. While I was in McDonalds earlier, they were playing those Christmas songs in the background. A thought came into my mind, it's the holiday season once again. I am no kill-joy and I am okay with all the festivities and revelries that come with it.
However, this season reminds of several melancholic events in my life. I have tried to pull these feelings out of my life for several years and yet I always fail. They say that it's all in the past and let go of all these things and move on, but I have to say that it's easier said than done. For several years now, I have spent my Christmas in the office.. It's an escape, yes, but if that's the only way for me to let this all pass, I would.
I have been trying to wear this mask for the longest time to hide all the loneliness that I feel. I am trying my best to make it seem everything is alright.
It's totally different when you get home and you're all alone inside your room. Everything falls apart and you can just hope that you won't cry yourself to sleep again.
However, this season reminds of several melancholic events in my life. I have tried to pull these feelings out of my life for several years and yet I always fail. They say that it's all in the past and let go of all these things and move on, but I have to say that it's easier said than done. For several years now, I have spent my Christmas in the office.. It's an escape, yes, but if that's the only way for me to let this all pass, I would.
I have been trying to wear this mask for the longest time to hide all the loneliness that I feel. I am trying my best to make it seem everything is alright.
It's totally different when you get home and you're all alone inside your room. Everything falls apart and you can just hope that you won't cry yourself to sleep again.
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