Not everyone could feel the hurt that you're feeling right now.
I understand that we all want to stay the same. We have been very comfortable with the way we had for the last few months, and who would want to end it?
I don't and I did not.
Believe me, I did not want to end this journey.
With that being said, how can one, who was comfortable with the situation, can just end it that way?
Maybe he has a good reason, maybe not.
It's subjective. I guess you really have to be in the situation for you to feel and understand it. You have to feel the pain and the hurt for you to know why I did it.
My heart is still with the team. Believe it or not.
You can just imagine the pain that I am going through with that decision. To leave the team that has been dearest to me for the last few months. To leave the only person that is important to me right now. Those two types of pain, at this very moment, I still have to endure. The worst, I am not sure how long shall I succumb to this pain I have right now.
I did not want to leave, but I'm just going to be in pain if I continue this journey.
Not because I left the program, I've left the friendship that we already built.
I know it's a selfish reason, and for whatever it's worth, I am really sorry. :(
If it's wrong to love a person and sacrifice everything for that, then I am really sorry.
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