It's Official

It's official. I am going back to AT&T.

I've prematurely informed some of my reps that i am leaving. I am not sure if it's a good idea. I was not ready of the reactions they will have, after telling the news. I did not plan to tell it that early, and the only reason I told them was to make sure that everyone is going to join the GA

Well, when you have that strong expectation, either you will be overwhelmed or will be disappointed. I guess you know the answer while you're reading this.

Honestly, I was anxious of the result would be. Part of me wants to stay, I still want to be with my team, and want to be with my angel, but part of me also wants to leave, cause I really can't see myself working with the 'kind of people around me.

If I am being honest, I was actually hoping that I won't get accepted. It's like if I won't be, that's destiny already telling me that you still have to be with my team and with my angel. I guess fate has a different answer, I was accepted because it's never going to work, and there's no hope, and that's why it's best to just leave. When I was walking towards the office of the SD, who would interview me,  a thought was actually playing in my mind, this is going to be the last chance, I can fail this interview if I really want to stay, but I chose not to, and I guess I let destiny play its cards.

Earlier this morning, I got the answer. It's official, I will be leaving Clearwire this March 26. I am happy and yet I am sad.  Let's say, 75% sad and the 25% happy, and I can't believe it, should be the other way around.

I was trying to see how would this angel react. Honestly, I was okay with the reaction, and the questions that person threw at me. somehow, it made me smile.

You know the feeling that you're trying to stare at that person when that person  and the whole world are not aware. I was doing that and I am convincing myself, if I made the right decision.
I just hope that I made it right this time, and that I can go pass this phase after transferring. I really I hope I can do that.

The thought of leaving my angel is already killing me now. I would definitely miss my angel. I sure will.

:(

Oh well, I still have 2 weeks. Carpe diem?