Changes

I guess there have been so many changes that have happened. I could wish a thousand times and that if I could bring back the old times when everything seemed to be perfect and everything seemed to have fallen into the right place, I will. 

I am sad, that these changes happened but I guess we just have to accept the fact that this is real, and reality sometimes bites, hard, that it really hurts.

I guess i just have to accept the fact that it can't be the same forever. There would come a time that things won't be what we have hoped and wished for. I could write a million things to say to you why I think things have changed, but what's good in it if our ends won't meet. You won't understand, until I tell you where i am coming from. 

What happened these past few weeks made me think, that even if we're on the verge of losing our ties without you noticing it, even if we don't talk nor see that often unlike before, even if pain sometimes gets the best of all of us, at the end of the day, I couldn't stay mad at you. I couldn't stand  not talking to you when I know you're facing some tough times. I won't forgive myself I have abandoned you in times of trouble. I realized that no change would defeat the love i feel and that no matter what, I still feel for you.

I am happy to know that it everything is okay now. Thank God and nothing bad happened.

I just wish everything to be okay for all of us and if ever that we get to some tough times, I am always here. 

Forever.