Braveheart

Courage.

Bravery.

Guts.

I wish I could muster enough guts to say what I feel inside. To say how I have been loving you for almost 2 years now. 

I admire those people who have the courage to say how they feel even if they don't know what kind of reactions to expect. I must admit, I am not brave enough to say I love you, and to say that you are my world. I am afraid of the time when you turn your back on me after telling you the truth. I am scared of this risk. I am surely not a risk taker, but if there is one risk in my life that I would take, this would be it.

Part of me wants to tell you the truth but I am afraid. I am just so afraid that you would condemn me. I am scared to lose you now, and not ever. 

However, one thing's for sure, sooner or later, I would wish to express to you how I love you so much and that I think I would never fall in love this way again, not in this lifetime.

I  am being miserable now because of that post. I wanna know. , cause I miss you so much. It would hurt big time to know that you have someone that you are missing now. No, that would be an understatement to say that it would hurt big time.

I think nothing could ever describe the pain that one could feel knowing the one you dearly love, loves another person.

I love you and nothing has changed in spite of the changes that are going through with us.