At My Weakest

You heard and read almost everywhere to stop expecting so that disappointments won't come your way.

I tried my best but I guess I am just so weak when it comes to you. You know, you can get all the quotes we have available in this side of the world, but it won't make sense with you. 

I think for a time, I have been successful in not expecting anymore from you, and it's true that it would be less painful, less hurt, and less disappointment.

But here you are again. You're becoming so sweet again, and I couldn't resist it. I'm at my weakest when you're becoming so effortlessly sweet to me and I caught myself expecting more again. I have to stop myself cause i know... I know in the end, It is going to be painful again.

Yet, how can I resiat when I love you, till this very day. 

I love you and nothing has changed. 

I love you... angel. :(