Alone

So after a long time, we meet again Mr. Blogger.

I guess, at this point, with all the changes that have happened, we are perhaps going to meet so often just what we used to. You see, I have never had someone who I can trust and who I can share my feelings and my thought freely without being judged. Well, I had one, but that one chose another path and left us alone.

Alone.

That's what I am feeling right now.

I am not sure. I am supposed to be fully happy right now; but I am not sure why I am feeling this way. Perhaps, I don't have anyone to share my happiness. That person doesn't even know how happy I am right now; and I guess that's just unfortunate.

I am just so sad for everything that has happened. I am just wishing that these changes would already stop at least for a moment so that I can figure out how to go back in being happy.

I love you Angel.
I wish I could already tell you this. I wish I could show how much I love you without being judged.

The good thing about writing this, is that this would last forever.

I guess, If I may not be able to tell you this right now,  someday, it will make sense.