My Shuttered Moments

Sunday, November 16, 2014

4:00 AM



You know what it's like about something that supposedly should
 have happened but for whateveR reason it did not. Maybe because it is not really supposed to happen. Maybe fate has other  plans why it did not.

This movie reminds of me of this. It's 4 am in the morning and for someone who's body clock has already been messed up for quite a while now, this scene is quite familiar. I am not even sure I chose to watch this film when I have tons of reserved flicks waiting for my weekly movie marathons.

We were supposed to watch this but it did not happen. I mean, that would have been magical, isn't it? Well, it is like fantasy eating up reality that would probably would last forever. The what ifs and would have beens are just shouting like crazy every time I'd be watching the story of Hazel and Augustus. It's not like I could relate to them but more of the movie reminds me about everything the day we could have watched it together, but it did not.
You know, you can tell something different going on, beyond imagination, that only the two of you can only understand. It's not something words could actually fathom. It is like two beating hearts intertwined without us saying anything. Yes, you can't explain it, that no matter how hard you try to tell people, they won't understand.


But I guess, all of these would just be thrown out of the abyss. It's like a masterpiece of a painter that has never been put into a canvass. It's like a melody of a song that has never been accompanied with some lyrics It won't happen now and I guess it won't happen in the future. It's a love that would just be a well-kept secret. It's a love story that would be full of what -ifs. A story that was supposed to be told; but did not happen.

I wish I'm wrong but with the way things are going now, it would be far-fetched to have a happy ending; to a story that has never even began.


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