So in 11 minutes, we will be saying goodbye again to another year and welcome a new one. I hate these times of the year, when everyone gets to enjoy celebrating with the people they love. This is why sometimes, it's better to celebrate the new year if I have work and had to be in the office. At least, I am preoccupied and that I would never think about being alone.
Yup, it's just so sad to be alone in life. While you know that you have some few friends, of course you can't really rely on them because they also have their lives to attend to. Sometimes you ask yourself if you're going to be like this every year, or will there a time that you'd be happy celebrating these important occasions with someone dear to you.
While everyone is celebrating perhaps outside; I am here inside my room, just playing some loud music; trying to celebrate life and the new year. It really is frustrating and sad. I know that I am still fortunate because other people might be dealing with a more tragic story; yet I can't help but still wish to have a better new year in the future.
2014 is perhaps one of the most challenging years for emotionally. I've gained new friends but I think lost a lot this year. A lot has changed from the last 3 years and all you really need to do is just accept the fact that nothing really lasts forever. I have had several regrets this year. Somehow I learned to cherish every bit of memory you can while it is still there, because you would never know if there would still be next time.
So it is 2015, and I am expecting more changes in the next few months. Some would leave and I do not know if that someone would stay. Oh well, I am just going to cross the bridge when I get there, I hope I would be able to survive.
Anyways, happy new year everyone. Cheers to a more awesome 2015. I am gonna list down my 2015 bucket list later. Cheers!
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