Happiness

How do you define happiness?

Perhaps, some would say it's that satisfying experience you had; or that contentment in life. It could be brought about by those tangible things or those intangibles you feel within you.

Honestly, i don't really know how to explain nor define it. At least not after what i have experienced it.

I say, it's the happiest feeling I had ever since. No words could describe how happy I am right now. It's that feeling you would never ever exchange with anything in this world. As a matter of fact, I could die now.

I have never thought I'd be able to muster enough guts to eveb try to ask angel to go out for lunch. To a certain extent, I have been paranoid of things that might happen. I am not a risk-taker and this was not part of the plan.

For some reason, I had this urge to just do it. I found myself scribbling the invite and clicked on send.

That's it. It's now or never.

One, two, three.

Found myself nervous and did not lnow what to do when I saw my inbox higlighted. I received a reply. Angel said yes, with a smile.

It's like my world was shaken. It's that indescribable feeling one could get. I admit I was happy, elated, excited, I guess no adjective could ever really describe what I felt.
Surprised. Overwhelmed.

At one point, i thought not to just open it cause it might cause some disappointments. You see, expectations would only lead you to disappointments and I've had a couple of those in my life. I don't another of it right now.

Clock ticked fast.

Emailed and saw angel would wait for me.

Anxious. Excited.

You know the feeling of comfortness while we were walking. It's like a perfect world in our hands and we don't see anyone else but us, only the two of us. It's like we're walking on a field of flowers while the sun is up on the sheet of blueskies, while birds are singing.

I could hear the breeze of air passed by my ear and all the leaves falling down as it touch the ground. It's a perfect moment. If this is a dream, I won't bother not waking up anymore. At first, I am not even sure if it was real, but it was.

It really was. Angel'a in front of my very eyes.

This moment, was and would be the happiest moment I had for this year and I guess in the last 10 years to put it in perspective.

No. It's the happiest moment in my life. Period.

The pictures of this moment would be forever etched in my mind.

I was the happiest person in the world that time.

I won't forget it. Ever.

I love you angel.