I woke up this afternoon with the same feeling.
It's like I'm blindfolded and I don't see anything. It's all pitchblack and the darkness that i see is suffocating. Yet I always have a choice to remove the blindfold and see the light.
I'm choking. It's like the air the I'm breathing is not enough for mento breathe. No I can't breathe and then only to find out that it's my hands on are on my neck.
It's like I'm in the middle of nowhere or dessert. No water. No people around. Nothing but myself. Solidarity is killing you slowly that you wished you'd be just killed swiftly and with ease. Then I found myself inside my room.
I'm crazy.
I'm broken.
No, I'm not broken.
I'm crying.
Yet I want this.
I'm fooling myself because I am still happy to see you, yet my heart is broken.
It's just so painful but I still love you.
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