Crazy

Sitting down and watching people walk and pass by in front of you is a normal thing for me.

Weird? I don't know. Actually, I am not really watching those people, I was just thinking of things that could have been had not because of some decisions I made in the past.

You see, I am not really good at making decisions, and admittedly, I have regrets in my entire life that I'd be carrying for the rest of it, till I die.

Last night, when I saw you, i realized I've made one huge mistake of leaving you and the opportunity to be with you. I guess that made me the most stupid person on earth. I've thrown away the chance to be with you and now I am struggling each day to get some time with you.

See, I pray to God to be with you all time and I know that it's not going to be possible. I am not sure how would I continue to cope with this situation.

Amidst all the changes, contradicting schedules, and all that, I am more than willing to sacrifice anything just to aee you.

Just to be with you. That's the only thing I could wish right now.

If those "signs" are ways for me to hang on to this, I will. If that His way of tellin me to hang on and wait, I will.

Just give me a chance and I'll be the most proud person to show and express how much I love you.

Am I crazy?

I guess, crazily in love with you Angel.