The End

I am writing this because I feel like I have failed a lot of people and I don't want to get them attached to why things are happening.

Right now, I feel the pain that's excruciating deep inside my skin. No one can understand how deep the wound is right now and it hurts that nobody can see. 

I am sad about what is going on with my life right now. The most important person is gonna be leaving and I am going to be left out again knowing that no one would ever feel what I am feeling right now.

I wish that it would end now and that all this pain would put to an end. 

Yes I am miserable. 

I am miserable and I am weak to accept things the way they are right now. I am not gonna be happy anymore and I am going to feel incomplete.

So it is better to end this way.