For the 2nd time, I made this decision.
I just can't go and be focused on my responsibilities. Magiging liability lang ako kapag itinuloy ko pa. I am not okay. I mean literally I am not okay.
Sometimes I forgot how to be one. Bakit ganun? Parang sunod-sunod naman, baka di ko na makayanan. I feel so terrible and miserable and hindi pa sya nangyayare. It is like all the good memories are already flashing back and everytime it does, para akong gumuguhong kastilyo.
I am not sure what and how to do to be okay, and I wanna end this feeling and I don't know how. I don't wanna feel this anymore. I don't want to feel anything anymore. If there's a way to turn off this feeling, I wish they'd be one. It's excruciating. It's a pain that I can't endure anymore.
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