Sometimes, those music to your ears are the same music that reminds you that it is never gonna be possible, it is never gonna happen.
You take one step back and thought that you're making yourself feel the pain yet be happy at the same time.
So now, it's a matter of making a decision. It's a matter of choosing the side that every song played to you is making you happy, and that nothing could be compared with the feeling you are getting everytime you hear that music or these same songs are those that reminds you that it is what is is and that makes it more painful.
I guess I am still in the point where I can still take the pain that it is okay for me to take it just to feel that happiness.
I am just happy whenever I hear that music playing, so I will just keep playing it until i get numb.
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