For You I Will

Hello Mister Diary,

I am back.

After weeks of hiatus, I am writing you another story again. Something that is going be really coming from my heart. There was confusion among  us on how we were going to carry through this plan. You know,  it has been ages since we last saw and talked to you and honestly, I do really miss that person.

I had my own battle. Do I have to continue seeing you or just stop right here and move on. I already gave myself an ultimatum. Five days and if you're not going to drop by to let me see you; nor even message me through text; that  was going to be the end of the road for everything. I mean, EVERYTHING including all the people around us.

Thursday, I received a message from you. I was not sure what to feel that time. I was kind of annoyed more than happy. Yes. After 10 years of not letting us know what's happening to you'; no messages; and we're not seeing you; you're going to ask us to watch a movie.

While it was true that I was partly annoyed; part of me was still happy. I thought this person already forgot me/us.

I decided to go to the office to finish some reports and would just go to the mall to meet them. However, I had this feeling that the other person won't go as that person has never returned all my messages since morning. I received the message "food court?" and so I replied. 

We were still discussing if that person would still go or should I just go home since the other person who we were expecting was not giving us any hint if that person's going to come. We figured that person won't come.

We decided to meet in another mall across; deep inside I know that person just made up stories that he was planning to buy something so that he could meet me. I was touched by the gesture and appreciated it. I felt sad that that person had to endure the heavy rain just to meet  me. We just our dinner; and helped that person find that headgear. Unfortunately; nothing suited that person's taste.

The time we spent walking and finding that headgear and bracelet was priceless; I felt like I was really walking with my friend for the first time. No hesitations and pretensions. It was real.

I know that it's going to be long before we see each again; I thought my love has slowly been fading; but I was wrong; it was just rekindled.

Nothing has changed. I still love you, so much.